this is funny. but thank God my daddy is such a prodigal Daddy! He loves me embraces me with all things. i remember before i went to service last sunday i was reading on the parable of the prodigal son. as i was reading i was confused i was wondering why is the son so so good. the daddy so love Him. and the daddy even give him the best even despite what ever He has done. and i was thinking and say wow Daddy hw good would it be if i'm like Him. and all these silly thoughts.
and gosh! it affect me. i went like lost. emotions overruled my days. my days are simply hazy and dark and gloomy. i'm seeking love in the wrong way. seeking a love only God can satisfy. yet i went to seek acceptance of man. man's love is unpredictable. man's love is preferential. ever changing. the love i need was His love for me. so constant. so secured. so everlasting. i thank JEsus i found it. its so fresh. it all afresh on me.
if having a relationship with daddy was suffering i bet no one will still goes to church. and yeah thank God for people in Christ to point that out. i was practically allowing myself to suffer thing whereby Jesus has bore all for me on the cross. yet silly bride of Jesus still wants to carry her own righteousness. yeah i loves Jesus! He's my provider. in Him i've all things i need given freely.
yeah Jesus! i'm real happy. so delighted in you! as pastor was sharing about the prodigal son. i realise Daddy my heavenly daddy is so loving so mercy so full of everthing but yet slow to wrath. ever since my dear bridegroom came He has freely given me all things. He gives all things to please me so show His greatest love ever for me. in His love i rest. i rest.
oh man! it's so cools! i loves the parables of the parables Jesus share on the prodigal son. on the love of Daddy on how my dearest pastor prince shared with the church! its really a blessing to be in this church. i just love His presence whereever i am. dwelling in His presence the secrets of secret place i ever been to. and ever can be in. its everywhere i go. i live unto you. i live to bring glory to your name. i live by your grace. i live by your love. i live and delights in you. my daddy loves me much more much much more.
and yeah. the importance of importance. its so important. my mouth. the gate which bring forth life and death. guard it well. and i trust in the spirit man! yeah! i love you even the spirit man! gosh. i'm too busy. daddy my bridegroom and spirit. they all so precious to me. i love them as they love me much more. woot! and Jesus loves me.
take take take it all. i've returned to your presence the ever best dwelling place i ever wan to be in. as pastor was calling for altar call and i just see nor. i just see how my heart is being mend by Jesus! so perfect. His broken ruptured heart to mend my broken heart. it's like wah! all my powedery like heart was placed together whole. a new heart. a new life. and life more abundantly waiting for me!
yeah Jesus! i'm ready to soar in your mighty ultimately wonderfuly perfect airline~ weet~ let's fly! ((=
Jesus! HE LOVES ME SO MUCH MORE THAN I CAN EVER THINK!!
